its our second game tmr, and i really want to be able to do more. like at least play with the ball a bit more. first game was a pretty bad game for me, i played so badly! and i didnt get the chance to redeem myself, so tmr's the day. i just hope he doesnt think i should rest more after yest's scare at trng. but seriously, melody, when going to hit, is veryyyy scary.

watching guys game today made me feel ashamed. i saw zong and bernard chiong back to defend, and i doubt i ever did try so hard. i promise i'll work on it.

yesterday's pitch trng was productive, pretty tiring but my stopping was BAD ): i very much screwed up attack vs defense a few times, reason being i commit too early, and never trap properly.